i should be doing my homework to make a score on wednesday.

its been pouring forever. i should be in the shower and head out to do some photocopies. i am not holding back, the rain did. to make myself feel better, i will slip on some sneakers.

so many shoulds. who is the 'one' that justify the shoulds. oh crap.

lets see.. my original 'mouse' has died on me. i came back home last night and had a little screaming. maybe i just like doing that or perhaps again, i should but its no biggie and i feel really bad towards dad. i slept and rested like i never did in my life. i remembered my cable this week. i want a new phone but i am not letting go of iphone. my life is sorta back on track but no, i dont recall having side tracking my life. on a lighter note, everything is on a bright side. i am glad. very glad.

i might go to the library after picking up the forms from brian's. i used to go weekly. breathe in the inexplicable silence and secretly excited. its weird. maybe i will do something that somehow i forget along the way.

i had sticky chewy on friday after casting. it slapped me. is it because i am too comfortable in the past or my life has a tad bit of change now? i dont yearn for amos's cookies or mars bars and sticky chewy as frequent now. is it a bad thing that my favourites seem to slip away from me or i am glad that i am moving on in my life (read: not just in an aspect of food) ? (:

maybe baby, its just one of those dazes.